Well Thursday was my official due date, and thursday has came and left.. I can honestly say that I never truly expected him to be here early or even on time..even as much as I originally wished…but I am hoping that he comes within the next couple days. Obviously I have NO say in this! lol. I also told myself that I plan to be in labor for a week so that anything less would be a bonus, so hopefully these last couple days of more contractions and uncontrollable outbursts of tears are the beginning of that week…but once again, we shall see. It is now 3:30 am on Monday and I can not sleep due to terrible heartburn and needing to go to the chiropractor. ..so here I am, writing my thoughts and then hopefully I will be able to get enough sleep that makes me feel like super woman so I can finish the rest of my MUST do list tomorrow when Charley is in school.
Saturday night my mother-in-law, sister-in-law, brother-in-law, niece, and nephew came over for dinner and to hang out with us and it was really nice. I must give a big thank you to my awesome sis-in-law for cleaning my kitchen counter and stove after dinner and for an awesome massage. xoxoxo Alisha!
I was having some stronger than normal contractions and right after one I ended up bursting into tears, not because it hurt, I just couldn’t help it. Alisha gave me a big hug and then Dave came into the bathroom as I was rinsing my face and asked why I was crying. I really didn’t know so I said because I was tired, hungry, and pregnant as I cried more on his shoulder. I honestly think that I had a realization of holy shit, I am having a baby soon as I am really excited to go through labor (as crazy as that might sound to some) and kinda anxious too since I have never done it before. Not to long ago I told Dave that I know how to be pregnant and I really like being pregnant, and I know how to be a mom and I really like being a mom, but I have no idea of what it feels like to go through labor. It is a really weird feeling of being so excited for something that you can only imagine what it will be like.